2007年才能打开的抽屉

Friday, April 07, 2006

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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

离家半年的答复

我不会忘记这一天,就像我不会忘记2005年10月3日一样。可是我希望2006年10月3日我打开这个抽屉的时候,既使不能微笑地把它读一遍,也可以平静地不再有眼泪。
今天中午在办公室收到这封电邮的时候,我到卫生间去哭了好几次。每读一遍都有眼泪涌出。我觉得好像想抓住什么,可什么也抓不住,身边四周都是空的。
Sent: mercredi, 22. mars 2006 11:58 Norine, Your request is legitimate, even if I feel that I have made myself clear numerous times in the past. I will not come back. I have a deep feeling (that has not changed a bit since I left) that we are too different to live together happily. I think that we are two very kind persons with very different value systems, beliefs, expectations. These differences even tended to increase over time, resulting in never-ending discussions where none of us is right or wrong. We are just different. You are and will remain somebody very special to me, a friend, the mother of my son, somebody whom I really care about. I think that you are right about one thing: -I have to come to Rolle and pack my things. Furthermore, we have to work actively in finding a constructive, fair, sustainable financial situation for both of us, with the help of a subject matter expert. For the sake of Jérémie, whom we both love unconditionally, I want us to succeed in separating in a constructive way for a better future. I hope this helps. Cedric
Sent: mercredi, 22. mars 2006 10:56 Cedric, just to clarify with you we did not have serious discussions ever since you left, you said many different things at the beginning but I need to know what is your true plan? Believe me that I hate myself asking this question to you but I'm feeling so depressed and feel that I do deserve a clear answer from you. Norine